Monthly Archives: January 2012

Our Anniversary

Marnie Bear, Today is 01/31/2012.  Five years ago we had our first date, and considering that it was our first meeting ever, it still stands as the most amazing date of my life.  We met at Road 34 and talked … Continue reading

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01/30/2012

Marnie Bear, People keep telling me that things will get better, and that everything happens for a reason, but no matter how hard I try to not think about you, or to figure out what that reason might be, I … Continue reading

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01/27/2012

Monkey, I miss you so much, and it’s literally driving me crazy that I can’t even tell you I miss you on facebook or through a text message.  I’m sorry if doing so would seem disrespectful, because that wouldn’t be … Continue reading

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01/24/2012

Monkey, I don’t know where to start. Lately I’ve been moving back and forth between two different sets of feelings towards you. On the one hand I am angry and frustrated because you left me, and because you told the … Continue reading

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01/21/2012

Marnie, I feel like I don’t even know you after everything that has taken place. After the way you have responded to all of the legal crap that you helped to get me into (by basically ignoring both me and … Continue reading

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What I would tell you

If I could talk to you right now, or if I ever have the chance to see you again, this is what I will tell you.  When you told me you were leaving me, it broke my heart, but I … Continue reading

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Discovery

MB, So I finally had a chance to see a record of what happened that night. I can’t believe that you acted so stupidly and naively, and that you screwed me as badly as you did.  Why would you give … Continue reading

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I feel like you are very ungrateful

I heard from my mom that you went skiing with Emily and a bunch of your other friends, and I couldn’t help but feel betrayed.  Before you met me you had only skied once or twice in your life, and … Continue reading

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Introduction

This blog probably doesn’t contain anything that you haven’t heard before.  If anyone actually reads it, it will probably come across as whiny and self-indulgent. It is self-indulgent to believe that I am the only person who has every experience … Continue reading

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My Primary Failure

Monkey, Today I had a moment of extreme clarity.  I was looking through some old emails you sent me, and I came upon one from September of last year when you were stressing out about whether or not we should … Continue reading

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