This blog probably doesn’t contain anything that you haven’t heard before.  If anyone actually reads it, it will probably come across as whiny and self-indulgent. It is self-indulgent to believe that I am the only person who has every experience heartache because a relationship ended.  But I don’t care. I’m writing this blog to help me process what happened, and to help me clear my head without bugging my ex. 

This blog is not a place for me to just trash my ex.  In fact, I believe that the majority of the fault for it’s demise is mine, and not her.  I just couldn’t think of a better title, and so it appears to be more vitriolic than it actually is.  More than anything, I miss her, and I still love her, and I will always love her, and I deeply regret the fact that I failed to make the necessary changes that she needed and deserved in time to save the relationship.  Now I will never have the chance to show her, and to change in the positive ways that she deserved.  I feel like I can never love again because she left my broken, but I also know that I deserved what has happened, and that she deserves someone better than me. 

So welcome anyone who might stumble upon this, and please don’t judge me too harshly.


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