This blog probably doesn’t contain anything that you haven’t heard before. If anyone actually reads it, it will probably come across as whiny and self-indulgent. It is self-indulgent to believe that I am the only person who has every experience heartache because a relationship ended. But I don’t care. I’m writing this blog to help me process what happened, and to help me clear my head without bugging my ex.
This blog is not a place for me to just trash my ex. In fact, I believe that the majority of the fault for it’s demise is mine, and not her. I just couldn’t think of a better title, and so it appears to be more vitriolic than it actually is. More than anything, I miss her, and I still love her, and I will always love her, and I deeply regret the fact that I failed to make the necessary changes that she needed and deserved in time to save the relationship. Now I will never have the chance to show her, and to change in the positive ways that she deserved. I feel like I can never love again because she left my broken, but I also know that I deserved what has happened, and that she deserves someone better than me.
So welcome anyone who might stumble upon this, and please don’t judge me too harshly.